I’ve tried to revive this dream from different angles, yet I
have always, in some way or another, encountered road blocks which, again secretly, I welcomed. These blocks gave me the chance to consider
other options, or another path altogether.
But, I was afraid.
But, I was afraid.
I was afraid that I would be letting myself down and that
little me from the ‘80s. But, I was more
afraid that I would let others down, others that expected me, and in one or
another case required me, to
accomplish this dream.
But, I live as a nonconformist, always have, and
… I suppose I always will. So, why
should I conform to this “dream”?
Because I have the talent for it?
Because it is what I “always” said I would be? Because it’s what people come to expect, and
even only expect of me?
News flash: I am not my talent!
I’ve gotten to a point where using my talent on stage seems to satisfy everyone but me. Little do some know, I am a kaleidoscope with many facets of shiny brilliant light that, with each turn or shift (in life) reflects such original and unique artistry. It took me a while to realize this about myself, and also, to accept it.
I thank God for my childhood “dream.” It just set me up for my true calling. Ah, how I adore my Heavenly Father. He knows exactly what He is doing.
News flash: I am not my talent!
I’ve gotten to a point where using my talent on stage seems to satisfy everyone but me. Little do some know, I am a kaleidoscope with many facets of shiny brilliant light that, with each turn or shift (in life) reflects such original and unique artistry. It took me a while to realize this about myself, and also, to accept it.
I thank God for my childhood “dream.” It just set me up for my true calling. Ah, how I adore my Heavenly Father. He knows exactly what He is doing.